It's not fair.

Hej venner...

So I'm in the last period of my exchange, I have wanted to  write before, but once I start then I just read it again and in one week all my thought are different, I'm not really sure why.

(correction* 17 years / 11 months)

I know that my time isn't  over yet, and I'm really (almost) hating all the people that is writing on fb that we don't  have much time left, but I'm the kind of person who lives in the future,  I know that's wrong because I have to enjoy the present, but my mind doesn't work that way, I'm always thinking what is going to happen in 2 days or 2 years. 

Why did I name this post "It's not fair"?  Because you work hard for 7 months (aprox) to build a life, to make "friends" , to try to learn the language, to have a family, to be happy, satisfied and then you have only 3 months to enjoy it...That's not fair, and it's less fair when it's not just on you. 

Everyone is always asking me "do you miss Chile? your family or friends?" And I ussually answer that I don't, because is true, I don't. But the big difference is that everything is going to keep the same when I come back, I just came to Denmark for one year, not for a life time, but when I come back to Chile , Denmark It's not going to be the same,  everything it's going to change (I think except from my host family <3 ) and it's not like "oh sure, I'm going on holidays" it is freaking  expensive-far away. So all of that stuff just makes me think that I want to enjoy my last (less than) 3 months here,  enjoy the beautiful people that I have met,my family, Jytte and Johannes that have take care of me and share with me as the best host parents; Laura and Asger that I have enjoy my time near to them , with movies or games;my contact family that even when my time have been good here in Denmark, they have been present in my year and have been part of it;  my classmates that had welcome me as one of them and not just like a classmate, some of them actually make me feel as their friend , and that's is just the best feeling; also my small and  full of nice people town , Ryde, a place where the comunity spirit and all that nice things are bigger that the amount of people who lives there. And at least but not less important , the exchange students who have become a hugh part of my year Babi and Pancho that arrived with me and Anapau, Karli, Nicole, that people is invaluable.

Now I'm asking you, if you live in Denmark...Help to enjoy my last months here and help me to make my experience even better :)

Also I want you to read the lyrics of this song that ...Oh god... Is just perfect for what it is happening with my life now (tak to Anapau because she showed to me)

Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon, why am I holding on
We knew this day would come, we knew it all along
How did it come so fast
This is our last night (trhee months), but its late and I'm tryin' not to sleep
Cuz I know, when I wake I will have to slip away

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But, tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own
But, tonight I need to hold you so close
Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Here I am staring, at your perfection in my arms; so beautiful.(uuuuy cheeky)
The sky is getting bright, the stars are burnin' out.
Somebody slow it down.

This is way too hard, cuz I know when the sun comes up I will leave
This is my last glance that will soon be memories

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But, tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own
But, tonight I need to hold you so close
Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

I never want it to stop, because I don't want to start all over, start all over
I was afraid of the dark, but now its all that I want, all that I want, all that I want

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But, tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own
But, tonight I need to hold you so close

Maroon 5 - Daylight Lyrics

Pd: I'm also really anxious to come back to Chile because new challenges will come.